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18 January 2013 @ 09:54 pm
That’s so stupid when you feel not peaceful inside but can’t tell it, and can’t do it not because someone prohibits you to do it but because you are too stubborn to do it and solve this ‘’unpeaceful’’ feeling. Of course better to keep silence and do smth irrelevant trying to distract, but this feeling is like a toothache, it is very annoying and doesn’t let you concentrate on anything. Doesn’t let you distract and forget. And simple speaking can be such an easy decision, but…
At least writing also can help a bit, creating a fake way of speaking out.
Current Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
11 January 2013 @ 11:41 am
“Rain…again…rain. As if the weather is lacking fantasy for any other display of nature. How gloomy are these grey days! Who said that it’s romantic to sit on the windowsill and listen to the rain? It’s certainly not when you see the same scene for a week or so. So boring when the view doesn’t change, as if you got stuck in time, and for sure there is nothing romantic in listening to the same monotonous waterfalls behind the window.” This thought was bothering her all day; she looked to the window once again with hope to see at least one tiny change, but for nothing.
Tea was already cold, same as weather, but she took the cup and made a little gulp, “tasteless…as well as rain”, she thought. The picture behind the window had no colour, even the trees that were supposed to be bright green and full of life seemed now to be dark dirty green, there was no sky, no clouds, just a pale shroud that was covering the whole city. The only sound that was diluting the drumming of rain was birds, “seems that the weather doesn’t affect their mood”, she thought.
This day seemed to be unbearably long for Sarah. On her little wooden table a small book was lying, which she was reading from time to time these rainy days. “Short stories”, read Sarah aloud, “why the rain doesn’t know the word “short”, or maybe I need to find a book with long story to make the rain pass?” This idea made her get up and leave a big fluffy warm quilt that was hugging her. She went straight to the bookcase and began to read the names of the books that were thicker than the rest. “So many black covers, this darkness is following me even that I got farther from the rainy window”, with this thought she rejected at once all books with dark cover, and started to pay attention to bright ones.
When she moved one book with ugly bloody red cover, another one that was standing in the same row fell on the floor and opened somewhere in the middle of the book. She bent to pick it up and the first word that she noticed on the opened page was “light”. “That’s exactly what I am looking for”, Sarah was about to slam the book to check if the word she read corresponded to the cover, but something made her stop. She neither saw the colour of the cover nor knew the name of the book. Sarah decided to read the page that was opened “page 127, then it has a bit less than 300 pages”.
The rain was getting stronger. Sarah began to read “…the iron tunnel was leading to the black massive door, behind it a thin line of light was seen, it was disappearing from time to time when someone was passing next to the door”, a sudden loud sound of thunder made her flinch and the book fell from her hands. Sarah knew that the book closed but tried not to look on the floor, something was making her play the rules of her childish don’t-look-at-the-cover game. She closed her eyes and bent, having groped the book she stood up and opened it, just after that she let herself open her eyes, the page said 123. “Almost the same”, she thought and began to turn the pages carefully. Page 127, Sarah looked at the first line “A small family lived in a little country that was not so far from the city…”, she read. “Country? What country? Where is the tunnel? The light?” she asked herself and kept on reading the page anxiously, then the next one, but not a single sentence about light or tunnel. She checked page 126 and 129 but the pages were obstinately telling the story of a family in the country. “Did this sentence exist?” she thought.
Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: Behind blue eyes
06 October 2012 @ 04:07 pm
It really sucks to work on Saturdays, especially since early morning, especially when you badly wanna sleep...ZzZzz
As usual the first idea when the alarm sang was "I will return home and sleep after work", and i am still awake, though I returned 3 hours ago, and already in an hour I have to go to drive ....don't wanna.
Don't like autumn, don't like when you feel cold outside but once you get inside it's so stuffy and hot there cos of all the clothes on!
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
27 September 2012 @ 11:15 pm
Students are funny sometimes, really I can say that I like my "new-comers" now so much^^ They really listen, even that have problems with speaking in English but it's much more interesting to work with them than with little ones.
High School rules! 100%
Let's hope I will never change opinion about my "elder kids"!!
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Current Mood: energeticenergetic
12 August 2012 @ 01:06 pm
so hard to leave, so sad, so uncomfortably empty at home without you. Just a few days ago we were together and now again have to wait for our meeting. Nothing can make me happy so far till I see you online, till I hear your voice and see you even if just by web-cam, it's precious moment that I wanna last forever...
...te amo
...yo también te amo
Current Mood: sadsad
15 April 2012 @ 11:49 pm
Trip to Peru was awesome, it was obvious=)
and now I am so eager to go again!!! This is a first thing in my "to do" list for summer.
It's cos i liked it, I liked travelling, new impressions, new people, new food, new language=P but of course the main thing is that we were together and it was the best time!!! So now the only way is to repeat =D
...how to finish work...if all thoughts are about trip already and my mind is already there...but work is till June...ufff
Current Mood: confusedconfused
25 December 2011 @ 08:36 am
yes, exactly "aAAAAaaaHH!!!" cos already tomorrow i will be in trip...and nerves decided to make me worry...today had a dream that i am already there and i woke up and couldn't understand where i am for a second =S
"Everything's gonna be all right, everything's gonna be ok" mantra
I will see him^^ again finally!!!!!
Current Mood: nervousnervous
27 November 2011 @ 12:49 pm
yes! very soon we will meet again =D what can be better?!
Sunday again....sunny even=) winter was about to come but decided to wait too.
but that's not the point.
Every day now makes our meeting closer and closer, time is working for us now, heh, man ;)
well I will go and do some pleasant things for me on my weekend.
Wish everybody to enjoy this day!!!! yeah, people!! do you hear me? ENJOY IT!
P.S. Don't forget to congratulate your Mother, it's Mother's day!!!! come on, go and tell her how much you love her, she needs it!

Be happy! everyone! yes, you too!! =)
Current Mood: optimisticoptimistic
Current Music: The Fratellis - For the Girl
03 October 2011 @ 01:45 am
aaaaaaaaahhh!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHH!
lost Sunday, completely lost Sunday....cos of what? cos of stupid work!!!
wanna these 3 months pass sooo fast, extremely fast!
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Current Mood: angryangry
30 August 2011 @ 09:25 pm
what's waiting for me? aah? nobody knows... but of course let's hope for the better =) smile on face all the time =D
and waiting for New Year, it will be the best one....but without snow=P
Current Mood: crazycrazy